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小雪，成為了她的名字。第一聲是主人喊的，如雛鳥睜開的第一眼，便是認定。小雪之前，她只是一個靠著想像，拿著精神糧食努力填充自己無法滿足的空虛。小雪之後，她便是一個被主人擁有的女奴。
小雪，一個毫無法律效益的名字，竟比她的本名來得更真實存在。曾怡蘋是父母給的，得滿足這個一般世界。小雪是主人給的，於是一場華麗色情冒險就此開始。
她沒有想過她有一天會捨棄這個名字，遠離SM世界，就此封印遺忘了這個名字。
她亦沒有想過主人給了這個名字她遺棄後，再次被呼喚「小雪」，依然是主人。是主人讓「小雪」再次重生。
她渴望像那日那夜一樣，赤裸的在主人大腿上誕生。
現在的她還能擁有小雪這個名字，如同當時這麼的驕傲，自己是一個女奴，是阿布先生的女奴嗎？
她彷彿還可以聽見醫院餐廳裏阿布對著她呼喊一聲「小雪」。
与乾哥道別以後，她忍不住的想著如果當時願意委身於乾哥，他們兩個就會是主人的夫妻奴了，是不是很多的問題就解決了？乾哥已經跟大嫂分房睡了，乾哥說是因為工作性質，分床睡比較能確保睡眠品質。人生怎麼這麼艱難來的。沒有辦法滿足所有的人也沒有辦法滿足所有的自己。
她在幼稚園下課時來接曉晴。再怎麼想，真實的人生依然擺在眼前，依然前進著。
她伸著手牽著曉晴，小小的手心好溫暖。生曉晴時，差點難產，那樣全身愈裂的疼痛，對一個女奴來說，竟是如此真實感受。主人給的痛，怎麼比從自己身體誕生小生命的痛。主人給的痛之後的呼呼，她永遠都想要。她知道疼痛之後，便有更好的在等著她。疼痛是女奴驕傲的印記，受不了當什麼奴隸，她是主人的驕傲。再多的痛，她都可以咬牙過關的。小小的她被護理師抱來她身邊時，智清都要哭的臉，她還記憶猶新。
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